There must be more?

Just about the time ya start to feel just a tiny bit encouraged....SPLAT!!!! Right in the face you get a big pie filled with frustration and disappointment! How long? That is my question today...how long? And the gripe of it all is that I can't even get the words out of my mouth without being convicted. Who am I to ask the question? Suffering? Who am I to act like I have had suffering? Geeeez...complete reality is a bummer.....Am I the only one? Are there others? All I am is questions, jumping up and down my gut causing my heartburn to have a dance-a-thon!!! Far be it from me to complain...I am not a complainer. Okay I just lied..hahaha. I am one, ok time to snap out of it.....ok, I am alive and my family is alive and then what's all the fuss about. There is hope, always HOPE! Alright....getting better now, coming back up to the surface, beginning to breathe now......back in the boat. Whew! that was a close one.....safe now. Time to start back home. Back to what's truth. Hello truth. I am free and blessed. But there must be more...Lord, there must be more?