Wonder what the Lord thinks?

Ya know, there are days that I just wonder what the Lord thinks? These are the days that I get these great revelations and it is like WOW where did that come from...it must have come from the Lord. I blame him for so much, sad but true.Today I did get a clue, finally about my life. This worry thing has been overwhelming me, worry is a SIN! Who'd of thunk it. I knew it but I finally KNOW it! Well that clears out alot of time in my day.....hmmmm, what do I do now? Well i have spun my wheels for months waiting for that JOB that I SHOULD have since we now live in a more affluent area and it costs way more to live......and i should work, I am able and i tend to get bored and VERY LAZY at home alot. But today I finally got it. GET UP STUPID! Now the Lord didn't call me stupid...I think? Maybe HE did, HE ought to, I am at times, and about this I have been. So today I have let go of the guilt, and I have gotten to work! I am now a full time HOMEMAKER again. This is what i whined for all those days I worked. So it is time to do it right, but I am sooo lazy. GRRRRRRRR. But non the less, It is what I do now so I am doing it! If the Lord wants to send an outside job my way then so be it. He can tell me...I am listening Lord? Thanks for being patient with me. I know I am high maintenance!